7:15

 
I’m dreading this speech, of which every word must necessarily
be calculated to either satisfy that faction or avoid offending this one. This
will be communication as gamesmanship, not as persuasion. I don’t blame Obama
for this fact; I blame his country, which is pretty sloppily run by politicians
whose constituents are a nasty combination of too short-sighted, too
distrusting, too angry and too mentally lazy to engage intelligently and
earnestly on an issue this complex.
 

(As you’ll probably ascertain during this blow-by-blow
analysis, I am a fair target of at least two of those above insults.)
 

I’m also very much looking forward to watching Melanie
Oudin’s U.S. Open tennis match after this, and hoping this speech is shorter than I
think it’ll be.
 
 

7:16
 
Oh shit. A standing ovation over his promise not to “let up”
until unemployed Americans find jobs. Wait for me, Melanie!
 

7:19
 
“I’m not the first president to take up this cause, but I am
determined to be the last.”  

It’s not Joe Namath guaranteeing victory against the Colts
in Super Bowl III, but it’s a throw-down, made even more dramatic by his
following reference to Teddy Roosevelt as the first president who took on
healthcare.
 

7:21
 
Making moral case that we ought to take care of uninsured,
moves on to say insured are vulnerable too. Tells a couple of yarns about
insured people getting screwed around by insurance companies with grave
consequences.  

“That is heartbreaking, it is wrong, and nobody should be
treated that way in the United States of America.” 

He delivers the line lustily.
 

7:23
  Now talking about costs of healthcare. “Our healthcare
problem is our deficit problem.”
 

7:25
 
“These are the facts. Nobody disputes them. We know we must
reform the healthcare system.” But how? He IDs extreme ideas on both sides—from
single-payer to all private. Obama says it’s better to build on what works
“rather than build an entirely new system from scratch.”
 

And he credits Congress for trying to do that, adding this
process has shown Washington at its best and its worst. Says there’s agreement
“in this chamber” on 80 percent of what needs to be done.
 

“The time for bickering is over. The time for games has
passed. Now is the season for action. … Now is the time to deliver in
healthcare.”
 

Bad timing, somehow. Wrong note. Went from reason to
reaching for the marble too abruptly and it just didn’t sound right.
 

7:29
 
Now describes a plan, as if it is in concrete: “Nothing in
our plan requires you to change what you have.”
 

Describes its merits. No denial of coverage for preexisting
condition, required coverage for preventive tests like mammograms, “no one
should go broke because they get sick.”
 

And quality affordable choices for healthcare for uninsured.
An “insurance exchange.” A “marketplace” where insurance companies will compete
to offer lower prices.
 

And tax credits for people who can’t afford insurance in
exchange.
 

Is this a compromise from “public option”?
 

Now offers and credits Sen. McCain for some mechanism that
would provide healthcare to people over four years of formation of this
“exchange.”
 

7:35
 
Trying to keep eyes glazing over now. (Yucky details!)
 

7:36
 
Gets LAUGHED AT when says there are “still details to be
ironed out.” I’ve never seen that happen before.
 

7:37
 
Now recovering with bold rebuttal. Then gets heckled. “You lie!” someone shouted. He
glowers back, goes on.
 

“My guiding principal is and always has been that the
customer does best when there’s competition.”
 

In 34 states 74% of insurance market is controlled by five
or fewer companies. (Well, five competitors sounds like a lot to me!)
 

“I have no interest in putting insurance companies out of
business. … I just want to hold them accountable.”
 

Says he favors “a not-for-profit public option in the
insurance exchange,” then warns that the public option’s significance
overplayed by left and right. Talks directly to “progressive friends” and
“Republican friends.”
 

Now he’s making the Repubs look pretty bad, sitting there
looking old and grouchy with their arms crossed. 

7:45
 
How do we pay for this plan?
 

“I will not sign a plan that adds one dime to our deficits,
either now or in the future.”
 

Repeats it, says “period” at the end.
 

Gets in hard punch to Republicans for their fiscal
irresponsibility. Comes across to me as gratuitous.  

Strong statement on Medicare. “Not a dollar of the Medicare
trust fund” will be used to pay for this plan. 

7:49
 

Wonkery has me zoning out again, daydreaming about being the editor
of Tennis Magazine.

“So don’t pay attention to those scary stories about your
benefits getting cut.” Sez those stories are being told by people who wanted to
privatize Medicare. “That will not happen on my watch. I will protect
Medicare.”
 

7:52
 
Suggests TORT reform without using the term, gets a rousing
ovation from the Republicans. “I’m proposing that we move forward on a range of
ideas” to help doctors stop practicing defensive medicine.
 

Overall, plan will cost “less than the tax cuts for wealthy
Americans” that the last administration passed.
 
“Most of these costs will be paid for by money already being
spent—but spent badly ….”
 

7:54
 
“Now this is the plan that I’m proposing.”
 

Says if there are other ideas, his door is open. But he’ll
not deal with people who would rather destroy this plan than improve it.
Grumbling and rustling is heard.
 

Strong conclusion: “… we cannot fail. There are too many
Americans counting on us to succeed. The ones who suffer silently. And the ones
who share their stories with us …..”
 

Reads letter from Ted Kennedy, that Kennedy asked to be
delivered after his death. Kennedy expressed confidence that this “unfinished
business” would finally be done this year. “What we face is above all a moral
issue …… fundamental principles of social justice and the character of our
country.”
 

Points out that Kennedy’s conservative colleagues—names
Hatch, McCain, Grassley—knew his intent on healthcare wasn’t cynical.
 

Seems near tears as he says how offensive it is to think of
someone saying to a loved one, “There is something that could make you better,
but I just can’t afford it.”
 

“The danger of too much government is matched by the perils
of too little.”
 

If we can’t have civilized debate in this country, “We lose
something essential about ourselves.”
 

“We did not come here to fear the future. We came to shape
it.”  

“I still believe we can act, even when it’s hard. I still
believe we can replace acrimony with civility. … that we can do great things.
That is who we are. That is our calling. That is our character.”
 

Is it? For real?
 

After the forgettable Republican response, I switch over to
the tennis match. It started earlier than slated and Oudin is facing double
match point against. She loses, and tries to put on a brave face but you can
tell she is crushed.
 

Back to the pundits, who say all the predictable numbing
things and leave my mind free to wander back to a conversation I had with my
daughter earlier this very evening.
 

Walking through the neighborhood after school, the newly
minted kindergartener broke some days or weeks of silent struggle and confessed
to me that she often worries that she is “lying” when she answers people’s
questions—simple ones, like “Do you want to use the red marker?” and more
complicated ones, like, “Is your new teacher a nice person?” 

The best I could gather was, she’s not always sure she’s
telling the truth—versus telling people what they want to hear or what they
expect to hear or what she thinks she ought to think and say.
 

She agreed that she’s sure about some things. (Liking
chocolate ice cream was a certainty we were able to identify.) But she said
that most things, she’s not sure about.
 

I told her that her “problem” of being afraid she is lying
is not only understandable, but a sign that she has a sincere fidelity to the
truth. I told her it’s okay to: Not answer every question asked of her, and
change an answer after the fact.  

And I told her there are many things—did I admit it is most
things?—that I am not sure about either.
 

There’ll be lots of debate over whether President Obama was
telling the truth about the pros and cons of healthcare reform. As we yak and
yammer, it seems to me that each one of us should listen to ourselves talk and
on this crucial and complex matter, let ourselves feel the fear we recognize: How sure am I that I know what I’m talking
about and that I am telling the truth?
 
I repeat: It is okay not to answer every question, and to
change our answer after the fact.