Mad Men-era joke:
In the confession booth, the guy tells the priest, “Father, last week I took three of our secretaries out to lunch. We all had a drink, then we had another drink and then another, and the next thing I knew, we’d checked into a hotel room and we balled all afternoon long!” Father says, “Sir, are you Catholic?” Guy says, “No.” Father asks, “So why are you telling me this?”
(Punchline at end of post.)
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I had a hole in one the Saturday before last.
Why am I writing about this here? (And why has it taken me 10 days to do so?)
Let me see if I can write a few consecutive true sentences, to explain:
To begin: A hole in one is lucky. Yes, I hit a very good shot into the rather difficult par-three 15th hole at Lick Creek Golf Course in Pekin, Illinois last Saturday.
But by then I already had hit 15 or 20 other shots that day, probably just as good.
A hole in one at 57 years old is also unlucky. I’ve been playing golf since the seventh grade. By now I’ve hit many hundreds if not thousands of shots as good as the one I hit in the late afternoon light in Pekin, many of them on par-three holes. Some of them finished very close to the hole. One of them made a divot on the edge of the hole. None of them went into the hole.
This one happened to go in. Dumb luck, bad luck, good luck, mad luck. “About time,” my sardonic nephew sardonically texted.
And yet: When did go in, my three golf buddies, with whom I have been playing for more than 15 years and with whom I go on a Midwest golf trip every year, burst into screams and shouts that carried across the golf course. My back was to them. By the time I wheeled around, all three were charging at me. Stunned and a little afraid, I began to backpedal. They caught me. Yelling. Screaming. Hugging. Laughing. Like we’d just won the World Series.
Not me.
We.
I would pay $1,000 to reproduce the picture I have in my head of those three guys sprinting at me in total astonished jubilation. I don’t need it for me. I’d like to send it to them.
I happened to be in a foursome earlier this spring when another guy hit a hole in one. I felt exactly the same way my guys were acting now: Every bit as happy for the guy who hit it … and for having been there to see it … as the guy who hit it was for himself. If not more so.
Why is that?
I think about when the Cubs finally won the World Series, in 2016. I cried that night in disbelief that, after every single team I’d ever rooted for growing up in Cleveland and moving to Chicago lost in hapless misery or heartbreaking last-minute defeat, my finally team won. And maybe that was proof that God didn’t have real contempt for me, in the end. Maybe He—who I purport not to believe in, specifically—actually liked me, at least as much as the next guy. That insight came far less in the form of joy, than relief. (And hope?)
And then there was the next day, seeing all the Facebook messages and texts from friends, who also loved the Cubs, or who knew I loved the Cubs. Congratulations. Joy of their own. Shared relief. “So, this happened,” one of the big Cubs nuts said, showing a picture of the final score on the final scoreboard. And that was all she had to say. This happened. This happened.
I also published a book this year and a lot of people came to my book launch and treated me like a king. That was one thing, and I’ve written about what a magnificent thing that was, and how everyone should get a day in their life where everyone celebrates their best work. I felt something like survivor’s guilt the next morning. Why me?
This hole in one, less than two months later, was a different thing. This was about us. It was also about God, somehow. God, smiling. God, saying, “Oh, let him in.” Oh, let them in. And all of us recognizing the magic of that.
When I saw the other guy make a hole in one, I told him, possibly inappropriately and certainly too soon, “You know, a lot of guys put their hole in one in their obituary.”
If I have control over my obituary, I think I’ll put mine, in mine. I want my obituary to read, in roughly this order:
Accomplishments (work).
Accomplishments (family).
Accomplishments (friends).
And he got a hole in one. Not because he was a great golfer. But because God loved him.
And let’s include these details. All of them.
Guy says, “Oh, Father, I’m telling everybody!”
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