The third in my serial account of the meaning I found on my motorcycle over 4,600 miles from here to Nova Scotia and back. —DM
Six or eight hours a day, all on bouncy back roads, on a motorcycle not at all designed for long-distance cruising. That was the plan.
goals of the trip, and agony and boredom seemed prices worth paying for the
sights we were going to see.
our haunches used to it—we slouched in different positions and periodically stood on the foot pegs to alleviate the
literal pain in the ass—we found that our chests got used to being pushed around
by the wind and our heads got used to screaming through it. So used to it, that
it was the stopping that became uncomfortable.
local Triumph dealer. And the ancient, walled Quebec City definitely rates a
stay-over. But within an hour or two of taking in the physical wonders of those
cities, we found ourselves itching to fight our way out of the sprawl and get
back on the road.
exploration by quoting a line scrawled in my journal during one of these brief
stops: “If somebody gave you the chance to leap up into the air and fly every
day for three weeks, you’d probably fly around the world. Paris, Rome, Beijing,
Hong Kong, Buenos Aires. But when you landed in these places, would you really want
to spend a lot of time tramping around looking at architecture and
people-watching and window-shopping? No, you’d have a quick gander, and jump up
in the air again—and fly!”
of signing up for the Royal Air Force in the early days of World War II; the
idea, pitched at the family table with all the reason and enthusiasm a
17-year-old could muster, was dismissed with four words from his father: “Eat
your dinner, Bud.”
an unglamorous army assignment, he learned to fly.
with titles like, “Engines In the Morning”—who I talked to almost constantly, in the
privacy of the wind and the motor.
St. Lawrence River. “This is pretty cool.”
luck.”
Going down a country road on the north coast of Nova Scotia, Tommy tells it like it is.
“I know you understand this trip. So why, at
40, do I need your approval, too? (Tell
me it’s okay!)”
introduced them to me and Dad didn’t like Tommy. And one of the reasons he
didn’t like Tommy was that Tommy—also a pilot and an all-around
engines-in-the-morning kind of guy—showed a spirit of adventure bordering on
recklessness that Dad thought of as going too far.
to take a chance that I think made Dad, easing as gracefully as he could into
his seventies and then his eighties, a little jealous. Driving my decrepit
Scout through country fields and urban ghettos and breaking down and allowing
myself to be cradled for shelter, food and repair by whatever locals came upon
my sorry ass: God, you’ve got a lot
of nerve, he said upon hearing stories like that. But I had no more nerve
than it must have taken him to willfully trap himself aloft and alone in a Piper
Tri-Pacer for the first time with nothing but an empty seat as a co-pilot.
doing it and he was done doing it. And in one of the large conversations we had
toward the end, he as much as admitted it.
its limitations.
joking. And as we headed northeast, he found ways to keep on saying it.
my dad’s dresser drawer after he died. My Movado Kingmatic worked throughout
the trip, but Tom’s Timex stopped cold on the first day. There was also the record-setting
low-pressure system that dad arranged to hover over the northeast to rain on us
at least once on every one of the 12 days we rode until geography forced us to
turn back west from the coast of Nova Scotia.
did he not know that Tom had rescued me from the grief-duty of tearing down the old model train layout by driving 10 hours round trip to pick it up and
take it home to give to his son someday?
me into feeling and expressing my deepest feelings about my dad—who caused me
to understand awkwardly and noisily that it was not his stories or ideas but his
smell and his sound and his hook nose that I was going to miss.
would have Western Union-ed him that Dad's flight logs I’d given Tom to
study, had been organized by Tom’s sister into a museum-quality shadowbox tribute—each book opened to just the right page, Dad’s pilot’s license, the lock
of baby’s hair that went with all of it—and given to me the day before we left
on the motorcycle trip.
I guess it didn’t rain the whole time we rode down through New Brunswick to Moncton, east
through Nova Scotia to Hawskbury, northeast to the head of the Cabot Trail on
Cape Breton.
acquiescence. In fact, I think I’m going
to take it that way, from here on out. From now on when I talk to Dad from the seat of a motorcycle or anywhere else, it won’t be with
a bashful smile, but with a winking grin.
Excellent, David. Simply excellent. Keep them coming.
This was SO cool, David!! I loved it!
Anyone who reads this and doesn’t immediately call up their parent(s) to tell them how much they’re loved and how much they mean to us after reading it? Well, I think they must be dead.
I’m happy to hear this reaction, guys.
It’s a little uncomfortable publishing these personal entries; maybe that’s why it’s readable.
Kristen, I think I’ve let myself be fooled by friends who pose as having rejected or at least dismissed or at least escaped their parents’ pull. That’s a psychological survival technique; but I think that’s all it is.
A wise friend once said that every choice we make from youth to death is either an acceptance of parental direction or a rejection–but she pointed out that you’re dealing with your parents either way.
Well, I thought I could tell you that you failed to make me cry again, but no, the train story started me off. The shadow box is beautiful, she did a great job. What a great thing to have. This entry was really great-thanks so much for sharing!
Yes, you couldn’t keep me from crying. It’s not fair
David- If your dad is following you, arranging for amusing weather, etc., then surely he is deeply touched by your insight and proud of your prose. I look forward to the next and then another!
Louise, you know I was trying to make you cry forgive me.
Connie, I know he’s paying attention, because he just stopped my watch again. I hesitate to call Tom, but I’m guessing his is running.